waiting by you...

sitting by you, waiting
I felt connected with you
a hope simmering inside
I kept feeling you, touching, cleaning


thoughts darting now and then
what will it be
good or bad
happy or sad

lingering around you
all the day long
impatient for the buzz
picking and placing
snooping the dull tone
dead and boring

are you smiling
getting the attention
that you never seek